Sunday, January 29, 2012
You know?
I don't even care that all of my attention is focused on you. I love every part of you, from your head to your toes. You are everything to me and you are all that matters. I just want you. Only you. I promise.
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Page 4 of 366.
"You are the best thing that's ever been mine."
Mario's got Holly, I've got you. But I'm done trying to be cute if you won't put any effort in it. You have to try, because I'm done. One time I'd like a good morning text. Why is it so hard for you to act like you care?
Mario's got Holly, I've got you. But I'm done trying to be cute if you won't put any effort in it. You have to try, because I'm done. One time I'd like a good morning text. Why is it so hard for you to act like you care?
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Page 3 out of 366.
I am soooo sick. I got home and just laid and slept and died.
I'm still kind of worried but I hope nothing is wrong with Garrett and I. We have a class together next semester and then lunch. Yay:)
I'm still kind of worried but I hope nothing is wrong with Garrett and I. We have a class together next semester and then lunch. Yay:)
Monday, January 2, 2012
Chapter 2012; Page 2 out of 366.
Garrett's coming over for the first time today after his haircut. Hopefully this will fix the hole I feel. I have to do a shit-ton of homework that I forgot to do over break.
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Reflection;
I really don't know how to start.
2011 was a big year.
I found friends and lost them, I loved and I lost. That same old shit. I lost a pure best friend, but I made a thousand new ones.
Mario, I still miss your scar on your chin, but Garrett's got a birth mark on his foot. I'm glad you've got someone now, even if it isn't official. I'm glad I got the closure from you that I needed, that last kiss was perfect. Thank you for what our relationship made me, I think maybe a part of me will always love you. But. Just, thanks.
Garrett, I honestly believe I'm on the way to loving you. Happy almost 2 months.
A letter to myself;
This year will be hard. Your grades are going to suffer big time this first semester, but second semester you will be okay. You will lose plenty of friends, but you will earn many more. Hopefully this doesn't happen, but if Garrett ever leaves, remember that eventually, no matter how sad you are or will be, somebody WILL come sweep you off your feet again just like someone did the first time. Please have hope and don't ever quit smiling. Don't cry. Okay, cry. But not for too long, because you are a beautiful person, inside and out. You deserve to be happy just like everyone else seems. If anything gets you down, which it will, you just have to remember that as hard as it seems smiling will make you a better person. Don't rush into things anymore. Let things flow naturally. And please just remember,
That one day, someday, everything will be okay.
I promise.
And as many times as I tell you that I hate you, remember. I will always love you. No matter how many mistake you make, I will love you when nobody else is there for you.
I repeat. I will always love you.
2011 was a big year.
I found friends and lost them, I loved and I lost. That same old shit. I lost a pure best friend, but I made a thousand new ones.
Mario, I still miss your scar on your chin, but Garrett's got a birth mark on his foot. I'm glad you've got someone now, even if it isn't official. I'm glad I got the closure from you that I needed, that last kiss was perfect. Thank you for what our relationship made me, I think maybe a part of me will always love you. But. Just, thanks.
Garrett, I honestly believe I'm on the way to loving you. Happy almost 2 months.
A letter to myself;
This year will be hard. Your grades are going to suffer big time this first semester, but second semester you will be okay. You will lose plenty of friends, but you will earn many more. Hopefully this doesn't happen, but if Garrett ever leaves, remember that eventually, no matter how sad you are or will be, somebody WILL come sweep you off your feet again just like someone did the first time. Please have hope and don't ever quit smiling. Don't cry. Okay, cry. But not for too long, because you are a beautiful person, inside and out. You deserve to be happy just like everyone else seems. If anything gets you down, which it will, you just have to remember that as hard as it seems smiling will make you a better person. Don't rush into things anymore. Let things flow naturally. And please just remember,
That one day, someday, everything will be okay.
I promise.
And as many times as I tell you that I hate you, remember. I will always love you. No matter how many mistake you make, I will love you when nobody else is there for you.
I repeat. I will always love you.
Sunday, November 13, 2011
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